goodbye march

i have a wonderful time on this month but have to admit, its a bullshit month either. i lost you. when i lost you, i lost everything . i miss you but i refuse to admit it. why should i miss you. why should i let my self and my heart think about you. u never think about me do you? you're enjoying ur life now . u have a perfect life with the girls out there. but im standing here, crying. what should i be that stupid. why should i let my self act like im stupid. i love you. still love you. but i will force myself to let you go. slowly, i will. your memories will stay with me.but it just you and yourself will go far far away from me. its time to learn how to let go. all the things you love is not gonna make u happy sometimes. how did u do this? forget about me easily. not missing me like im missing you. its easy for you but i hate myself because its hard for me to do that. march is my last month i spend my beauty pretty life with someone called, my love, my munchkin, my bulat. move on is a simple words. easy to pronounce but hard to make it happens. i noe some day, i will move on from this. but when is the some day ? 
i dont regret for knowing you. i dont regret for loving you. all i regret is, i dont do my best while im with you. wonderful moments with you will stay. but missing you will gone. some day azah. sabar. why do i have to feel this thing? i felt it twice. this is the third. from the same person. but still i cannot let my self to hate you. why azah. dont be so bodoh ! people keep on saying, azah u cn do this. forget about him. dah la ngis. heyy they dont understand. its easy to say but hard to make it happen. we used to do everything together.he's part of my life.  i will let my self to love some one else just like i give my heart to you. insyaAllah :)