so many things happen today. but everything was great :) alhamdulillah
ok first, he called :) ohh i forget to mention about him. he's my only one and my everything but now, its gone. yeahhh we broke up like 3 or 4 days ago (i cant remember) BUT, deep inside, i still love him. why? i think he's my perfect one but we end up like this. i dont know what happen. maybe we're just too young to feel what love is. i expect too much from him even though i noe, he will never evr do what i expect for. but, x semua dia buruk. my dear AA, i still love you for who you are but i just want you to be sweet. i miss the old you. i miss us. i miss what we used to be. u, dulu u sweet. u did everything for me. u baked cake and kuih dori for me . but now, i feel like i x kenal u dah. u selalu marah2 i and u dah malas nak layan i. i tau u still love me and u penat dgn keja. but im not the girl that will understand you. im soory for what i have done to you, for what i have said to you but seriously, i will never ever found a perfect man for me like you. i have to leave you for now. in future, i'll pray for us. i will always love you. u will always stay here with me. in my mind and my heart. i love you and i really do my AA :( i rindu you. now, before tido, there's no one yg nak dgr i mmbebel, tell all my stories. when i did something, i rasa mcm nak cll u. because i dah biasa cerita kat you ape yg i buat. i miss all of this. i dont want to use u just to have someone to talk about my life. all i want is you, you and you to be with me and live happily ever after. take care sayang. *rindu nak panggil u with all the cute names!
today x bangun pegi class modern issue. MALAS! :D then duduk dalam bilik je diam2 . makan and class. what a boring life kan? maghrib, deena and ryn kecoh2 kat level, jerit and pekik and mcm2 lagi la pasal burung hantu kat dang wangi ni ade kat pokok depan. GOSH! bila dgr je, i was like NAK TGKKKKKKKKK (padahal time ni dlm toilet okay!) running like a Casanova chasing a girl ehh no, a bitch,yeahh dpt jugak main2 dgn burung hantu tu. awww so cute.mcm harry potter punya burung hantu. then malam, go to KARYA, karnival penghayatan budaya. i have to act with COMEL and im, playing a role as a MOM ! a bad bad mom who did a child abuse towards her son. i was afraid at first. ye la skrip baru dpt ptg tu jugak. then, alhamdulillah. everyting was perfect. i love doing it and padan muka kau comel aku meng-abuse kau betul2. hahahahha :D
esok x nak g class advert boleh? :D
thats all.
love, AS :)
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