amirul aiman :(

yes i start to miss u now. its all because last night, i was read this two blog about their late bf :(  when i read the first blog, i cried. its not because of you, but as human being i felt that its sad to read that blog. her bf died because of accident and the reason why she created the blog is as  way to communicate  with her late bf. he wish birthday and anniversary. tell stories to her late bf using blog. then, i open the 2nd blog. which they have the same situation. their bf died because of an accident. but when i read the 2nd blog, i cried and i cnot stop crying. why? it is because her late bf share the same name as you, AMIRUL AIMAN. when i read all the blogs, i was imagine, how if one day, u will leave me forever.? i will never gonna be strong like them if this thing happens to me. u cross my mind whenever i read the 2nd blog. every words i read, more tears came fall. now, i started to miss you. miss all the things that we used to do together. we share the laugh and tears. shit i miss you now. bila i call u semalam time i ngis tu, i felt so calm. to hear ur voice again. and we text kejap. he said that he'll pray for me to find some one better one day. but i think, it takes a milion years to find some one else and start to have a new boyfie. im just not ready. because i still love you. my love for you is too deep. and u mention about ur new car. :(   i still remember before this u promise me that im gonna be the first girl to ride ur new car. but now, im no longer yours and im not gonna be the first girl :(   btw, congrats on your new car. dah xde org buat sampah dlm kereta u lagi lepas ni okay munchkin? :D   and just now, you're mention about ur new job. this sunday gonna be ur last day at Subang. we have so much memories there and now, both of us gonna start move on. leaving all the memories apart from us. i miss you and i still love you. but i'll pray for you to find a perfect girl for you. you're handsome and kind, and u deserve better. i dont deserve you. you just too kind for  me i think. but all i know is, i will never ever find a man like you :) thanks for all the memories that we shared together. im not gonna forget about that. take care and please be safe munchkin. you're my man :)  

  p/s : i love you till the  end :)

                                            best i ever had :)