great nights :)

i had a two great nights berturut2.
first,  classmates day out. we go to sungai duyung to have our dinner then we go to karaoke at Jeti. it was awesome, :)  i love my classmates  :D pictures will update soon.

second night ahhhh haa jeng jneg jeng hahahha. its FUCKING awesome man ! hahhaha errr i lose my club virginity! hahahha first time g club -______-  *kesian tak? hahhaha

i dont feel like writing so i stop here and write later. bye

i wish you the best, i guess

its 11 april. see the date?
 but i don't even get a call neither a text from you to wish me anniversary. its okay. you have a better life now without me and im happy for that. i think after this, if i miss you, i cakap kat blog je la. its better :) 
i wish you all the best, i guess.
we use to do things together but now, you're gone. we need to move on. not we, but ME :)  its me. i have to move on. move on from our life. move on for something better after i let you move on for something better. u deserve better. not me. you have a better life and im happy for you. u used to be mine im proud to call u as my past. i had you once, twice but we're not meant for each other. its been a week x cntct i think this is good. because if we still cntct, i will hoping that you will come back to me and everything will be perfect again. i have to be strong.  i will survive :) i know i will but i just need time for it. i try my best not to stalk you, cntct you like i always did when we break up. i try to protect myself from being hurt by you. if you have someone else now, i wish you the best in your new relationship. go and get your better life okay munchkin? :)  

i'm gonna miss you now and in future :)

bieberfever

its bieber fever. i have the tickets but, im not really sure about going to his cncert. i have paper on that day unless i can go with someone who have cars and fetch me at uitm  after i finish my paper on that day, terus shot. but sadly, i dont know with who cn i go to bibir's cncert :( if im not going, im planning to sell it but hey. its bieber. once in a life. bila lagi kan. kalau jual rugi, tp dpt duit. so im really stuck with this situation now :(

SORRY FOR BEING A SPOILER :(
i have a great nite ever last night with my girls, wawa, nabila and fafa. first, i met nabila and wawa fetch us to go to klcc. freee cncert there and hoobastank ade okay! im not a big fan of them but hey free cncert pulak -,- then fafa came. after the cncert, we planning to go to somewhere else *i'll keep it as a secret haha (but i guess you guys can teka kan) but then mama call suruh balik because dah lambat sgt and abah mengamuk. dah sampai kot tempat tu. DAMN ! x pasal2 semua kne balik bcoz of me :'( im really sorry girls. sorry for being a spoiler last night. but thanks, at least i had fun at the cncert. :) and bila mama n jaja keep on cll suruh balik bcoz of abah mengamuk, that time i realize that i dont have you to calm me down. to tell me thats everything goona be okay. i noe i  have my girls. they calm me. but the feeling is different. the way someone we love calm us down is totally different kan. sampai ruma, i cried. becoz i dont have you to share my sadness. but i still have my friends. thats why i love this quote PUT YOUR CHICKS BEFORE DICKS BCOZ BF COME AND GO BUT MY GIRLS ARE FOREVER :)
i love my friends. they replace you when you're not with me. they stick with me until i find someone else someday. thanks friends and sorry again for being a spoiler of that night. XOXO

everything :)

yooo lama gila tak online. berukband buat hal, ASS-ingmnets! kacau nak update blog. its been 3 days x tido malam. langgar peraturan hidup. :)  *Fara's mum. comel kan ayat ni . Fara's mom said that, kita tk bole langgar peraturan hidup.
                             I'VE GOT BIEBER TICKETS!
ha terkejut ke? terkejut kn? *sila baca gaya johan raja lawak.  :D 
i bought from syazwan yuki. thanks syazwan sbb nk jual murah. thanks thanks ! :)  i got two tickets now but!! x tau nak pegi ngn sape :(   darn ! if only............ *whY you cross my mind. aisehhhhhhhh. bila ade ticket bieber ni, i always hoping that i cn go with you. but NO ! I WILL NOT !
asssingments has killing me softly. peuhhh penat penat. itu la kau azah buat kje last minute lagi padan muka hang.
this blog is updating after celebrating Anney's birthday. surprise for her birthday. cake, and the mixture of coffee, kunyit,telur and baby oil. hahaha amik kau anney bau mcm gampang :D video will be update soon! :)

this sunday :(  bruno mars. i want to go to his cncert so badly. nak kutip harapan palsu :)   all of his song is freaking awesome man . his words in every song is so fucking sweet. and thats why ramai cakap bruno mars pemberi harapan palsu. mana ade a guy will catch a grenade for a girl, telling her gf that shes pretty everyday. ni that kind of man dah pupus -,- 

HOT ISSUE FOR THIS MONTH !

why people keep on saying that money cnnot buy happiness. kalau duit tu x bole buat org happy, kenapa tgh bulan semua muka masam but awal bulan je senyum mcm iklan colgate ? -,-   zaman sekarang ni, money is everything man. yess if u read this u cn say that im kaki kikis and whatsoever. but hey, kalau duit xde korg semua happy ke ? muka masam je kan sbb pk mana nk dpt duit kan. but if ade duit, happy je. thats why im saying that money can buy happiness. bagi sedekah kan boleh buat org lain hppy? :) so stop saying tht money is not everything. zaman sekarang ni kalau xde duit mmg susah la nak hidup. kalau nk pk kasih sayang je, smp bila nak berjaya ha? bayar yuran belajar pakai kasih syg ke ? =,= kalau kawin, tanggung anak bini pakai duit kan? but masing2 ade pendapat masing2 kan?

ohh btw, britney song has made me turn on ! hahhahaa *hold it against me*

goodbye march

i have a wonderful time on this month but have to admit, its a bullshit month either. i lost you. when i lost you, i lost everything . i miss you but i refuse to admit it. why should i miss you. why should i let my self and my heart think about you. u never think about me do you? you're enjoying ur life now . u have a perfect life with the girls out there. but im standing here, crying. what should i be that stupid. why should i let my self act like im stupid. i love you. still love you. but i will force myself to let you go. slowly, i will. your memories will stay with me.but it just you and yourself will go far far away from me. its time to learn how to let go. all the things you love is not gonna make u happy sometimes. how did u do this? forget about me easily. not missing me like im missing you. its easy for you but i hate myself because its hard for me to do that. march is my last month i spend my beauty pretty life with someone called, my love, my munchkin, my bulat. move on is a simple words. easy to pronounce but hard to make it happens. i noe some day, i will move on from this. but when is the some day ? 
i dont regret for knowing you. i dont regret for loving you. all i regret is, i dont do my best while im with you. wonderful moments with you will stay. but missing you will gone. some day azah. sabar. why do i have to feel this thing? i felt it twice. this is the third. from the same person. but still i cannot let my self to hate you. why azah. dont be so bodoh ! people keep on saying, azah u cn do this. forget about him. dah la ngis. heyy they dont understand. its easy to say but hard to make it happen. we used to do everything together.he's part of my life.  i will let my self to love some one else just like i give my heart to you. insyaAllah :)

you lost the love i love the most .

i called you. and the way you treat me , you talk to me like im a shit to you. ok thats fine. you yang nk i cntct ngn u but this is what i get. this is the reason why i dont want to call you. i miss you. thats why i call you. but u talk to me like a shit. then u called me back. without asking me what i want, you're just babbling. ok thats hurting me. im not gonna call you. i used to be your favorite hello but now seems like im your favorite goodbyes. you like this and i will make sure that im not gonna cll you again. i try to not missing you even i noe i cant. i'll make my self busy. if you can move on, so do i.  have a nice day amirul aiman. thanks for all the memories . and im wondering who's the next girl like u always did when we broke up. qurratu, frah radzi and who's next man ? im ready for it. 

bring it on ! 

its time to let go. you're not mine and thats the fact. we were always meant to say goodbye kan. we have to move on no matter what. u'll stay in my memories forever. now, tonite, i let myselft to move on :)   move on from my sweet life with you. thanks for everything . you're my hardest goodbye. u hurt me . but hey. thanks ! at least you teach me this is life. people you love gonna hurt you  someday ! :) thanks .

sory

im soory. i have to let you go. its not because i hate you. its because of your attitude. the way you treat me .





we have learn to let go kn. so yeahhh this is the time for me to let you go. have fun and be safe :)