Saturday, 30 April 2011

"you know that i'm the best man in this world and i'll do anything for you" (Justin bieber,2011)

21st april 2011, stadium merdeka. me and aizat nizam. hello its bieber fever man ! live in kl !
he's awesome <3


the only pic of me on that day :'(

i love this shirt !

 even hujan, but he concerts is amazing. its fun and i really enjoyed his cncert, well its not too much if i say that JB is the next Micheal Jackson. he got he move. :D  


mai la KL lagi bieber :'(  tak puas .

Sunday, 24 April 2011

is it a sign ?

i got a miscall from you. like suddenly i have a miscall from you after 3weeks x cntct. i called you back. it takes a few seconds for you to answer it and then i was about to give up . but then, i heard the voice from you. i asked you why you call me. then you jawab "Saja i miscall you". errrrr saja miscall? apa motif you? then bila sampai bilik i found out that i lost the crocs that you gave it to me. im really sorry because i fail to keep it safely. penat cari satu blok, naik turun tangga cr crocs you bg tu. x tau minah kampung and miskin mana ntah yang pakai crocs tu and tak letak balik. and suddenly i realize, u miscall and i lost your crocs. is it a sign to let go? is it a sign to let you free forever? is it mean that i dont have to think about you? is it a sign that we're never gonna be like before. if is it a sign that i have to let go for everything, i'll make sure that i will let it go.
so its time to let go for everything azah. its time to start a new life. its time to forget about the past.

im gonna be okay. insyaAllah :)

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

hello Final Exams :)

yes final exam ! hello, welcome and cepat la Blah!

azah, you can do it without him. u can study without think about him. stop crying, and go study !

ok im gonna be just like this whenever it comes to final -,-
friends, good luck. and to me myself, u can do this. do your best !

Monday, 18 April 2011

It is by chance that we met, by choice that we became friends.

amirul :)   



i have a story about him. *dia suruh. hahaha no la joking :D he's my friend, my good friend, my close friend .weyy seriously i need you now :) dont u  ever dare to leave me bila dah ade GF ! paham ? what best about him? he has a pretty face and pink lips. *ok you i dah mention kan pasal your look! hahaha ok he's handsome, cute, funny and fun to be with. we were friend since ermm erm *jap let me do the maths first, ermmm since i was in form 5 and he's in form 4 so now we were friend for 3 years im proud to have him as my friend. dear boboy quek a.k.a amirul kecik, thanks for always stay by my side whenever i need someone. u always advice me and your jokes really calm me. i dont know why when i cry pasal amirul aiman the person that i will call is you. maybe you noe how to cheer me up. you can calm me. i love being friend with you and lepak2 with you. so that i have someone to hear my bebel. :D hehehee. all i want from you is stay by my side and be a good friend okay? seriously, i never have a guy best friend before and you're the first ! hahahaha. thaks amirul for being a good friend of mine. i try my best to lend my shoulder when u need me as u did it for me ;)  appreciate all ur advices. i love having a friend like you. stay friend ?  *pinky promise  :D

ohh btw, he's single and tgh cari jodoh tu. sapa nak, call me :D hahahhaa

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends.

big hugs to my friends . they always here when i need someone, when i need hugs and when you're not here. :(
i cried just now. and i update my bbm status " i need someone to ask me to go study like he always did".
yahh like seriously i miss those moment. when i update this status, i got a feedback from my friend.
nabila : g study azah sayang, intan payung
faiz : hey hey apa ni status mcm ni.jgn jgn. come on.
ezzaty : go study azah ! *and she advice me . times cure evrything babe. bnyk kan doa. kita milik Dia kan. so kita x bole love human 100%. the true love is to the only one. if he's not meant for you, must be someone better fr u. perempuan baik unuk laki yg baik.there's someone for everyone.if laki make no efforts, girls do zaro effort.
amirul kecik : azah, u can do this. slowly okay : )

thanks friend. will always love you ! XXXXXXOOXOOXO

Friday, 15 April 2011

great nights :)

i had a two great nights berturut2.
first,  classmates day out. we go to sungai duyung to have our dinner then we go to karaoke at Jeti. it was awesome, :)  i love my classmates  :D pictures will update soon.

second night ahhhh haa jeng jneg jeng hahahha. its FUCKING awesome man ! hahhaha errr i lose my club virginity! hahahha first time g club -______-  *kesian tak? hahhaha

i dont feel like writing so i stop here and write later. bye

Monday, 11 April 2011

i wish you the best, i guess

its 11 april. see the date?
 but i don't even get a call neither a text from you to wish me anniversary. its okay. you have a better life now without me and im happy for that. i think after this, if i miss you, i cakap kat blog je la. its better :) 
i wish you all the best, i guess.
we use to do things together but now, you're gone. we need to move on. not we, but ME :)  its me. i have to move on. move on from our life. move on for something better after i let you move on for something better. u deserve better. not me. you have a better life and im happy for you. u used to be mine im proud to call u as my past. i had you once, twice but we're not meant for each other. its been a week x cntct i think this is good. because if we still cntct, i will hoping that you will come back to me and everything will be perfect again. i have to be strong.  i will survive :) i know i will but i just need time for it. i try my best not to stalk you, cntct you like i always did when we break up. i try to protect myself from being hurt by you. if you have someone else now, i wish you the best in your new relationship. go and get your better life okay munchkin? :)  

i'm gonna miss you now and in future :)

Saturday, 9 April 2011

bieberfever

its bieber fever. i have the tickets but, im not really sure about going to his cncert. i have paper on that day unless i can go with someone who have cars and fetch me at uitm  after i finish my paper on that day, terus shot. but sadly, i dont know with who cn i go to bibir's cncert :( if im not going, im planning to sell it but hey. its bieber. once in a life. bila lagi kan. kalau jual rugi, tp dpt duit. so im really stuck with this situation now :(

SORRY FOR BEING A SPOILER :(
i have a great nite ever last night with my girls, wawa, nabila and fafa. first, i met nabila and wawa fetch us to go to klcc. freee cncert there and hoobastank ade okay! im not a big fan of them but hey free cncert pulak -,- then fafa came. after the cncert, we planning to go to somewhere else *i'll keep it as a secret haha (but i guess you guys can teka kan) but then mama call suruh balik because dah lambat sgt and abah mengamuk. dah sampai kot tempat tu. DAMN ! x pasal2 semua kne balik bcoz of me :'( im really sorry girls. sorry for being a spoiler last night. but thanks, at least i had fun at the cncert. :) and bila mama n jaja keep on cll suruh balik bcoz of abah mengamuk, that time i realize that i dont have you to calm me down. to tell me thats everything goona be okay. i noe i  have my girls. they calm me. but the feeling is different. the way someone we love calm us down is totally different kan. sampai ruma, i cried. becoz i dont have you to share my sadness. but i still have my friends. thats why i love this quote PUT YOUR CHICKS BEFORE DICKS BCOZ BF COME AND GO BUT MY GIRLS ARE FOREVER :)
i love my friends. they replace you when you're not with me. they stick with me until i find someone else someday. thanks friends and sorry again for being a spoiler of that night. XOXO

Thursday, 7 April 2011

everything :)

yooo lama gila tak online. berukband buat hal, ASS-ingmnets! kacau nak update blog. its been 3 days x tido malam. langgar peraturan hidup. :)  *Fara's mum. comel kan ayat ni . Fara's mom said that, kita tk bole langgar peraturan hidup.
                             I'VE GOT BIEBER TICKETS!
ha terkejut ke? terkejut kn? *sila baca gaya johan raja lawak.  :D 
i bought from syazwan yuki. thanks syazwan sbb nk jual murah. thanks thanks ! :)  i got two tickets now but!! x tau nak pegi ngn sape :(   darn ! if only............ *whY you cross my mind. aisehhhhhhhh. bila ade ticket bieber ni, i always hoping that i cn go with you. but NO ! I WILL NOT !
asssingments has killing me softly. peuhhh penat penat. itu la kau azah buat kje last minute lagi padan muka hang.
this blog is updating after celebrating Anney's birthday. surprise for her birthday. cake, and the mixture of coffee, kunyit,telur and baby oil. hahaha amik kau anney bau mcm gampang :D video will be update soon! :)

this sunday :(  bruno mars. i want to go to his cncert so badly. nak kutip harapan palsu :)   all of his song is freaking awesome man . his words in every song is so fucking sweet. and thats why ramai cakap bruno mars pemberi harapan palsu. mana ade a guy will catch a grenade for a girl, telling her gf that shes pretty everyday. ni that kind of man dah pupus -,- 

HOT ISSUE FOR THIS MONTH !
why people keep on saying that money cnnot buy happiness. kalau duit tu x bole buat org happy, kenapa tgh bulan semua muka masam but awal bulan je senyum mcm iklan colgate ? -,-   zaman sekarang ni, money is everything man. yess if u read this u cn say that im kaki kikis and whatsoever. but hey, kalau duit xde korg semua happy ke ? muka masam je kan sbb pk mana nk dpt duit kan. but if ade duit, happy je. thats why im saying that money can buy happiness. bagi sedekah kan boleh buat org lain hppy? :) so stop saying tht money is not everything. zaman sekarang ni kalau xde duit mmg susah la nak hidup. kalau nk pk kasih sayang je, smp bila nak berjaya ha? bayar yuran belajar pakai kasih syg ke ? =,= kalau kawin, tanggung anak bini pakai duit kan? but masing2 ade pendapat masing2 kan?

ohh btw, britney song has made me turn on ! hahhahaa *hold it against me*